I Had No Idea

Patrick's mom just posted Thanksgiving photos on Snapfish. I had no idea I was so flippin' huge. Sure, I know the size on the label on my jeans and I'm fully aware that my knees hurt 'cause I'm fat. But for the most part, I ignore the truth.

I started this blog a few years ago with the intent to focus on wellness, and I have focused on wellness, but I really haven't lost any weight. I'm a happier, more successful, wiser person, but I'm still big. The problem feels--pardon the pun--too huge to overcome.

It is possible though, right? More water, less carbs, lots of sleep, no sugar, more vegetables, exercise, repeat. Gosh--why is this so hard? I wish I had a buddy, or a big goal (besides just losing the weight), like Nyack Mary's crazy ass race in New Zealand.

Okay, maybe I do need this blog after all. I've been ignoring it because I've been too busy with other things, but you can all be my buddies.

I'll start by going to bed. It's after midnight.